Kill me;

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

there are s0me things tat 0nce y0u've l0st, y0u never get back.
Inn0cence is 0ne.
L0ve is an0ther.
I guess childh00d is third.
I might have l0st all 0f th0se ,these last few m0nths/years.
I d0n't kn0w h0w t0 replace them.
I d0n't kn0w if there is anything tat can replace them---

haiiz...ytd at nite read sms f0r my h0rsc0pe..it saes:
y0u might have t0 let g0 0f s0mething 0r s0me0ne and the g00dbye maybe diffcult.
Remember,wat y0u must d0 is f0r the best

wad d0es th0se means? mayb it is telling me that s0mething bad is g0ing t0 happen...
*n0t wishin it will happen t0 me*

haiiz...wat the hell ish tis.t0dae wo0ke up early but was feeling s0 exhausted ...yawn(@.@)
blah haiiz...blah..i dun tink g0t any difference if he msg me an0t c0s...
after e quarrel during june h0lidaes we lky started t0 keep 0ne arm length...haiiz...
envies 0thers... we are s0 different ...hahaz..
btw .. stupid edwin i am telling u tis n0t matter h0w many times u are asking me out
i am REJECTIN ,REJECTIN AND REJECTING U!!!!!!!
ID0IT!!!!...y de hell mus u g0 ar0und ur sch00l giving 0thers my hp number?wats wr0ng with u??
dun let me see u....g0ing t0 delete ur hp number fr0m my c0ntact list fr0m n0w0n...
we are g0ing separate ways !!!!!n0 m0re frans!!
freaking pissed!!!!..arghhhh
tis is 1 reas0n i sad...2nd is ...haiiz...nvm.. dun wanna write here..
keeep in my heart tell myself can lia0...haiiz..
such a nice bright dae yet i am feeling s0 d0wn='(
w0uld any0ne c0ns0le me??s0b......
haiiz...

deep d0wn my heart .. there is a dark encl0sed area...
a place where all my secrets are hidden...
wh0 is the guy wh0 can unl0ck th0se hidden secrets??

siianns.. wat have g0t int0 me arhs? haizz..keep makin him angry and sad...haiiz...
t0 punish myself i mus thr0w my handph0ne* n0t thr0w but keep i mean c0s my handph0ne is t00 preci0us!!*
heex..anyways i saw a veri nice necklace but i dun0 if he wears it an0t lehs...
i sh0uld be able t0 afford t0 get the item if this wh0le week i dun eat in sch=0
t0m0 jus pretend dun bring wallet t0 sch s0 i w0n't get t0 spend my m0ney
.t0m0 g0t ART CLUB!!I LOVE ART !!
anyways the necklaces is meant f0r 2 pers0n de.haha..
sh0uld be able t0 give him 0n time =] *ho0pe so*
but he ...still sad and angry..dunn00.. 0r shall i wait until his bdae then give??d0tss...dunn0

g0sh ... my k0r sh0w me his hp bill!!! g0sh 767 SMSES leh!!!!! sia0. mus pay myself l0rs....
stab in my heart !! g0sh...s0bs0b... freak!!!die die>.<

might n0 be able t0 sms but can call.. inc0min call free!!wahaha....
miss wu t0ld me she bring art clubbers OUT!during august.
and i also can help t0 plan activities lehs!!
i am jus L0VIN IT...wuuuu....

sec0nd th0ught abt my hp thing.. i tink i might have my ph0ne c0nfiscated by my parents...lalala...
t0dae after sch g0 library read abit of books...then left at 2.30pm...wahaha..
g0 t0 jalan rajan mansi0n there and start walkin h0me *.* s0 nice
s0 refreshin w0rhs......

Killme;

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