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Thursday, July 07, 2005

t0dae. i plaster a smile 0n my face..*f0rcin t0 smile*
haiiz...miss selva sae i have t0 present f0r e next week humanities assembly peri0d...
i rejected but miss wu came and accpeted miss selva's request..
s0 n0 ch0ice....*i g0t stage fright*
then miss wu inf0rm..nxt week art club ..mus g0 back 0n b0th wed and thurs* thursdae g0t CIP points*
hiaz..then t0dae i j0ined air rifle...*i am s0 stupid t0 create m0re tr0uble f0r myself*
g0t angry with the teachers.. (can't they st0p giving me j0bs?.
.haiiz.. i will take resp0nsibility f0r everything and i mean it!!.. haiiz... )
i need time mangement...if tings are n0t planned pr0perly...i might jus g0 crazy....
i tink i am neglectin everyting n0w..argghh.....haiiz....

i g0t a th0t 0f !@#$%^&**(...lala.....if 0ne dae i realie kinda stressed up ..
i tink tat c0mmittin suicde tis idea might c0me acr0ss my mind...
i nid t0 pull myself t0gether again!!!!!!!arghhh......

still g0t hist0ry haven't revise...then g0t maths als0 haven't revise..literature t00...
and still haven't t0k t0 him yet...

sumtimes i am jus being t00 unreas0nable but h0r... n0t all times de l0r...
u can't f0rce me to give in and f0rget everytime rite!!...where is ur brain. u are s0 uninitiative!!!!!
arghhhhhhhh..... freak !!!freak 0ff buai euu...
freaked!!!!!!!!!!!freakin hell.......arghhhh......y nv u take e initiative t0 ap0l0gise... if u d0.. at least tings wun g0 at bad..
u always tink u are a bad bf and always wanna stay al0ne....
FINE!!SINCE U WANNA STAY AL0NE THEN DUN BLAME ME F0R N0T T0KIN T0 U UNLESS U SMS ME FIRST .i am letting u t0 be al0ne AS L0NG AS U WAN.......I WILL N0Tstart THE C0NVERSATION FIRST C0S I AM ..I AM REALIE ANGRY .. EVERYTImE I HAVE T0 FORGIVE AND F0RGET.... U NV UNDERSTAND H0W I FEEL....

T00 Much pr0blems n0w haiiz.....

emmm....fridae is MCS swimming carnival..dun0 wh0 is g0ing lehss.... mayb i will g0. but depends on my m00d l0r..if tat dae i am energtic then pr0bably i might g0.. calling 0ther 6F peeps t0 g0 back t00=))
after spendin a few h0urs d0ing my art. i felt slight beta..at least i acc0mplished sth ..he still dun awn t0 take initative .... s0 lets drag...g0t e urge t0 run ar0und e wh0le 0f whamp0a ..hahaz....*finally i laughed*
i wan t0 find edwin and give him a big tight slap... emm i have g0t n0 reas0n t0 d0 tis.. but i tink i will be happi if i reali slapped him...l0lx...
lalala...... t0m0 nich0las bdae... emm..sharing bdae present with sheryl n yen hui..hees...
sms vaness but she nv reply..she bec0me m0re chi0....and cute... *sh0uld be his type la*..and all her c0nditi0ns suit his...
he wanted a n0t tall gal ma.. next time intr0 them... i tink m0st slighty they will bec0me steads....then if they reali bec0me... tats means i have d0ne a G00D DEED.... s0 i can fill in my CME w0rksheet c0s it is a G00D DEED!!!......w00000......
gettin m0re unreas0nable...=.='''

can't understand me myself....'the secret 0f happiness is n0t d0ing 0ne lyk but lkyin wat 1 has t0 d0'... i tink e qu0te is liddat...still can't figure it 0ut.... lata mus try and 'read between lines'...emm....my jie als0 kinda stressed up.. but if i stressed up i will jus listen t0 l0ud music and sing t0 my heart c0ntent * sh0uld be scream and sh0uting and n0t sing*...hahaz.....my jie keep sc0ldin ppl....wa000....h0pes she get slight happier abit la...

her '0'levels are r0und e c0rner s0 i wish her g00d luck...and i feel lky killing her.... her DIARY NID PASSWORD DE L0R....... d0tss.. s0 it means o0nlie she herself in e wh0le wide w0rld can read tat DIARY OF HERS.........

g00d nites t0 all..and l0ve u *even th0ugh we are still n0t t0kin * haha

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