ytd he sms me ask if i was ign0ring him... then as we chat..*sms*...e wh0le matter g0t w0rse.. i dun tink i am a pers0n wh0 can handle my studies and l0ve at the same time...i am n0t tat pr0... i can 0nlie c0ncentrate 0n 1.... if i c0ncentrate 0n either 1 i might neglect the 0ther 1..... but if i try t0 c0ncentrate 0n b0th.. sth w0rst might happen perfecti0nist... mayb i am tryin t0 b 0ne..anyway i am g0ing t0 be 0ne... t0dae n0 art club..due t0 e sec 4 having 0ral s0 we have n0 r00m t0 use and tat e teachers are having meetings....
g0t headache again.. alm0st v0mit....bad luck 0n wednesdae!!!! but i jus l0ve fridae...c0s 0n tat dae sch ends earlier than n0rmal time..
m0st c0uple break bc0s they scare tat they can't c0ncentrate 0n their studies.. and i th0t veri deeply ytd... i wan t0 g0 3e1... which means my pr0rity is my studies...and n0t l0ve at the m0ment i fear tat it will end up tat way...u n0e wat i mean.. i care abt ur future.. i wan u t0 get int0 a g00d class.. i dun wan u t0 get int0 a bad class and get results wich are deteriorating... i dun wan u t0 regret bc0s i tink i might be a burden t0 euu....
ur next term result shall determine my ch0ice... pls dun let me d0wn.. sh0w me tat u can still c0ncentrate .... i dun0 if u g0t update my bl0g an0t...but pls....u dun wan tings t0 end tat way t00, d0 u?
haiiz......
s0me0ne jus teach me wat t0 d0? my w0rst enemy is myself... wat if 0ne dae an0ther jiayen appears?
*.* puzzled.....>.<>
Killme;
on;
1:36 AM
KILLme
dec 7 !!!!! *mus gimme presents=p*
i am 15 LE *n0t 14 ok!
namejiayen!
SATISFY ME!
a
VIOLIN LESS0NS
a DAMN BIG noteb00k
orange and red p0l0 tee
dun ign0re me
addias watch?*prefernce is orange or white or black
