Thursday, August 04, 2005
hmm... my literature impr0ved..yeayea..
fr0m 44.. i pass!!! i g0t 64...yeayea..
i am w0rried f0r my maths and science...i dun tink i will still remain my p0sition anym0re..*s0bs0b*
t0dae the mc f0r 0ur c0mbined assembly was hum0ur0us!!..
but i f0rgetten his name.. he called himself a fashi0n c0nsultan...0r dunn0 wad ting la..
actually i didn't believe it but after the assembly...
i was c0nvinced..t0tally c0nvinced by wad he had sae..
he made the best speech .. perphaps tis was the first greatest and hum0ur0us assembly i ever had thr0ughout this few m0nths blah
l0lx..
my chinese...haiz... i slack fuckin much...
i jus practised my pian0. i realised tat i ahve been experiencin pain on my left hand the f0urth finger...
bec0s 0f tis pain.. i was unable t0 change finger as swiftly as my right hand....
my pian0 piece i have been playin is in T0TAL SHIT!!!
...dieide... after i have changed place...
i haven't been concentratin...
i jus wanna sit d0wn and cry in fr0nt 0f my h0mew0rk....
i feel s0 stupid...
sunny cried t0dae... bc0s 0f literature.. i tink it should be me crying and n0t her...
she has sh0wn al0t 0f impr0vements unlike me
6 yrs of educati0n in singap0re and yet i can't even be c0mpared t0 her...
me and her is a 1000 miles away...she is far t00 much beta than i am..
y canm't i be lky my sister?...she is t0p f0r 4 yrs lia0.haiz....
maybe is bec0s i c0ncentrate my time on playing and on my stead and n0t on my x( i call my x my b00ks fr0m n0won)
blahblah.. i .. miss seet0h 0nce said 't0 cut d0wn a tree the man t00k 1/2 a day t0 sharpen his axe..'
tis means tat in 0rder t0 cut d0wn the tree... he t00k alm0st 1/2 0f his dae t0 p0lish the axe until it is sharp..
sum h0w.. i tink i am s0 diff... i tink i can take 5 min to sharpen...
haiz...
i am n0t prepared...
i am jus an unp0lished st0ne ... waiting f0r a pers0n wh0 is willing t0 p0lish me and gr00m me int0 an diam0nd....=))
but i t00 mus try.. i have strike an ir0n while it is h0t ..
s0 wad if i am bad in pian0 ..at least i can play... alth0ught i am last in the wh0le w0rld but at least i can play....
every cl0ud has it silver lining=))
