Friday, September 09, 2005
emmmmm.................
it happened bef0re and i guess my abysmal nitemare is c0ming back again....u will nv understand h0w i feel..... until the m0ment u experience the same thing tat i am g0ing thr0ugh n0w.....i ever th0t 0f breaking d0wn...i even tried t0 end my life..* abit exaggerating*..i th0ught i have s0lved my pr0blems but n0... it was jus a s0lution t0 delay the pr0blem...ab0minate dreams and wishes... c0s i kn0w whenever i wish f0r sth t0 cum true. it nv happens...i feel rather abashed... t0 end my life.. dun ya think s0??
alth0ugh i can't decide my future but every cl0ud has it's 0wn silver lining....
i can't give up.. i have yet t0 spent half 0f my life