Tuesday, December 27, 2005
tell me where y0u are
where u sleeping tonite
tell me wh0 d0 u l0ve n0w
wh0 d0 u miss n0w?
t0dae..w0ke up at 10 a.m...hmm.. when t0 surf the net f0r awhile then let my br0 use c0s he wanted t0 .....
s0 i packed my bag and left h0me...
i went t0 market t0 fill my st0mach then mum agreed t0 bring us t0 swimming
i th0t the weather w0uld be great t0dae but wh0 kn0ws tat it started t0 drizzle even bef0re we reached... after swimming f0r 6 horiznal laps and 3 vertical laps.. it started swimming.....awwww..BAD WEATHER!!!Then i went 0ff to change my clothers....came 0ut fr0m the r00m tat time.. the sun was shining and theRAIN WAS G0NE!!!!! WAT THE HELL...aww,,,, s0 sad....then when t0 makan.. haahz....
it started drizzling again.... hmmm ytd i went t0 meet him... we walk ar0und then dunn0e where we went s0 we jus t00k lift up then we sat 0n the 10th fl00r... we hug each 0ther.. i reallie miss him ... and l0ve him al0t... why d0 we have t0 always meet in the dark? why can't we be h0ldin hands in br0ad daylight?? parents always disagree y0ungsters g0ing int0 a relationship bui d0 they undertstand h0w we feel?.. is it wrong t0 fall in l0ve?....haiz.. why? i am facing a dilemma...wat sh0uld i d0?..i wan t0 tell every0ne he is my bf ... i dun wan t0 keepit... why? i kn0w wat my parent s will tell me... they will definitely 0bject us being t0gether.... haiz.... wats wr0ng with l0ving each 0ther?/haiz. next yr... will be a better yrthan 2005 =D
maybe i am t0 pessimistic blah.... heex.. i dun wan t0 d0ubt his l0ve... but why i keep tinkin tat he will leave me ? f0r 0ther gals??? maybe .......lalala
hahahaz........ school is re0pening s00n1!!!!!
**there is no use l00kin back 0r wondering ow could it would be n0w......i still can't find ways t0 let u g0...even th0ugh i pretended t0 let u g0 but u are still my baby**
