Kill me;

Thursday, March 09, 2006

haiiz...
jus bef0re we were 1 yr being t0gether...we quarrelled s0 much
i t0ld him tat i have n0 security with him.....
haiiz..after wat i t0ld him..
he changed t0tally..or perphaps i was t00 sensitive...
we started t0 chat little ..we nv call each other
we nv go 0ut,we nv meet........
we start t0 drift.......
ytd i was tinking during my j0urney h0me....
if he meet an0ther gal ..and fall f0r her......
i am prepared t0 give up on him...
i feel tat this relationship is s0 weak........
if he kn0w tat i dun feel secure he sh0uld have even TREAT ME BETTA BUT HE DIDN'T
if tis attitude c0ntinues .........i ' m afriad tat i can't tak it any m0re.........
why on earth i deserve such treatment when i tried t0 be h0nest?
why the fuck is this hapening to me...
i gave u chances but u jus let them slip away........
i tink tis time is a real g00dbye......
i jus dun l0ve u n0 m0re.........
maybe when a relationship have reach its climate........ it will start to turn sour....
haiix do u know how i feel? haiix................
n0t tat i am trying t0 sae it is all ur fault but it reallie hurt me
i didn't have the c0urage t0 tell u anym0re....
i am taking this 3 daes int0 c0nsiderati0n if i sh0uld break with u...
and there w0n't be anym0re patching........................
can any0ne jus save me fr0m this tragedic????

i gave u my heart...
u threw my trust......
i gave u everything
but u didn't cherish

l0ve is jus s0 different fr0m fairy tales.........

al i wanted was a status,a ring,aguy wh0 reallie can sh0w me he l0ves me..............

can u???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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