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Saturday, April 15, 2006

ytd.... 14th 0f april.......he c0nfessed his l0ve f0r me....
but it was reallie t00 direct....he say' every0ne listen up,i have g0t sth t0 say... jiayen will u be my stead?'
i blushed and hid myself under my bed while everyone was cheering but i can't sae anything s0 i t0ld him i give him an ans tomo....
the next m0ment after we unb0ard the bus....
haiqal asked nigel to send me home
but i rejected....
then haiqal ask me to wave him goodbye....
i waved and he said... i l0ve u jiayen.....
omg.... and i meet *him on the busst0p.......
i feel s0 shit... my feelings f0r *him has reallie faded
and i am startin to fall f0r him...

the next dae... i was walking t0wards macs....and saw him i dr0pped my head....
he sae i paisae.....
i was al0cated next t0 him f0r the first time on the bus........
he said' s0rrie ytd i was t00 direct .. '
then i ask him if he is seri0us
he sae maybe.......
I NID T0 TELL U STH ... I AM N0T REJECTING U.... WAT I T0LD U WAS N0T A F0RM 0F REJECTI0N....
IT TAKES TIME T0 ACCEPT U K !!!! PLS DUN MISUNDERSTAND ME... H0PE U PASS BY MY BL0G AND SEE THIS PERHAPS T0DAE WAD I SAID T0 U... U MIGHT HAVE MISUNDERST00D IT....BUT WAT I REALLIE WANNA SAE IS I LIKE U TOO.......
we chatted abt pers0nal life...l0ls

hmmmm.... then bef0re we g0 in f0 the march.he ask me t0 g0 0ne c0rner.. he wanna tell me sth
he said' n0t matter wat happens i will still like u '
then i offer him a hug...which some gals saw.......
then he was nerv0us l0r......
then when do the hand together ting.... he was staring at me hard.....
i have no choice but to av0id eye c0ntact........

during lunch.. waiwai wanna make up so i waited f0r her...................
then suddenly nigel appear and ask why i so late....
he g0t my f00d and drink ready..
and he started eating late jus t0 l00k f0r us..

after tat we have the REAL competiti0n.....
after the competition we were at the back stage
we jus sae u are great t0 each 0ther...
then he scared me by saying u wana hug/
then i jus hug then he hug until so tight.l0l

i help him make his hair!.....
at first is he dun wan but artica sae sth t0 him..
then he sae come on man.......
l0ls.
t0 mean wat i sae... as in to start as cl0se fran first
i let him keep my hp and wallet.......

have i .

fallen f0r u??????

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