Thursday, October 19, 2006
HAHAHA.... I AM FUCKING IMI MUNE......
WADEVER U SAY...
I FUCKING HELL JUS OBEY OK!?
FUCK UP IS THE W0RD OK??
WAD SH0ULD I SAY I WILL SHUT UP SHUT MY FUCKING M0UTH UP ?
HAPPY????......
firstly u disagree t0 g0 0n relati0nship ...
sec0ndly u strip of my freed0m..
and n0w u are trapping me in this 4 fucking walls...
can u tell me wad i sh0uld d0??
cry 0ut?scream 0ut? or jus kip slashing my damn wrist t0 release my anger?
i have the urge t0 jus die 0f this moment...
i kn0w u care f0r me..
but the care t00 intense till i feel tat i am c0ntr0lled..
i can't talk back but jus keep my heads l0w and my v0ice d0wn..
i m n0t supp0se t0 hurt u.. n0r agitate u..
but deep d0wn... can u feel h0w vexed h0w tired h0w useless i m?
u say it is ok f0r me t0 quit the fucking j0b .. u dun mind me l00king f0r an0ther j0b...but have u ever kept ur pr0mise?? u always say with0ut d0ing it...u kn0w h0w i feel? i can imagine thr0wing this job and being l0cked in the fucking 4 walls f0r 2 m0nths...
if i were t0 get an0ther j0b.... i can ASURE U 101% u will ask me t0 quit...
t00 far u c0mplaint,t00 late u c0mplaint,t00 little pay u c0mplaint.wad m0re can u jus dun complaint ab0ut??
i am s0 fucked up... get it?
s0 pissed s0 fucked up...
and it jus g0es silently int0 my heart and sh0wed on my hands.....
i jus bleed t0 see if i am human
if i c0uld still kn0w the feeling of pain..of hurt...
