Saturday, October 07, 2006
thankyou f0r meeting me in 1314 cl0ud ytd
i appreciate it al0t...i dun feel like waking up
i wanna be in ur presence ..
l0ls... but alth0ught is was a 'bad dream'
but still it was quite true
he send me an msg ...
showing me a w0rld map and in my dreams i c0uld onlie rmb he say
'are u willing to travel with me ar0und the world..!@##$&()&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#.........and i will go by the north wards direction and u will go the opposite direction.........@#$%^&*(()*&^%$#@^&*and by the time we finish travelling... we would have forg0tten each other... after all we aren't meant t0 be t0gether... c0s even th0ught in this small w0rld we are hardly fate to meet............s0 the end of this relati0nship is say good as saying a t0tal g00dbye'
ok the ab0ve is s0rt of wad i rmb... and i add on to the highlighted passage...
;( is the dream telling me anything??
ok wadever it is... i jus wanna tell u
it WASN'T UR FAULT...i dun mind being ign0red by u t0tally ...u can ch00se t0 shut urself away from me.. but have u ever th0ught of how i feel?? u once said we c0uld be g00d friends..but u didn't d0 wad u say..
if that is wad u reallie wan ..i will st0p keeping in contact with u le...
my heart has been bleeding i know it is hard for u to take it ,i know u are hurt,i am trying to amend everything back but u rejected everything.. u have ur ways of thinking so do i...maybe u r hurt when i t0ld u lets be friends but i do cherish moment with u
ok wadever it is..
this is wad i called dwelling about the past..
now i will pull myself t0gether ...
contr0l+alternate+delete = memory of u and me gone...
