Monday, February 05, 2007
i can't help n0r st0p the scences fr0m flashing past my mind...
th0se bl00dy scences..
i had a nightmare/a dream last night...
it was veri scary...
i tink i am being affected by it mentally andperhaps phyiscally..hiaz
0MG I AM HAUNTED BY IT..
pls dun c0me find me can?
haiz.....
maybe i am under stressed?l0ls...
here g0es my dream...
ytd night i dreamt 0f wj...
we met up..in fact i can't rmb it s0 well....
the thing i couldn't forget is tat...
he folded me a star and wr0te s0meting in it
the c0ntent was sth like
' i didn't change after we break.??(l0ls s0unds weird huh)
perhaps... i tink it is p0intless t0 wait 0r patch?(sth like tat)'
jus cna't rmb the c0ntent s0 well..stupid memory...
hmmm....andit c0ntinues...
i started slashing myself....
all 0ver...my family disc0vered tat i g0t hidden scars and was w0rried
...and i dreamt tat wj slashed me....
i am seri0us damn sad tat i w0ke up with tears this m0rning,.....
u hate me dun u?
hahas...depressi0n...
here it c0mes again
my habit